On the other hand, I sometimes feel like I am swimming in the ocean filled with wine books and study materials, not knowing where I am heading, but continue to swim so that I do not drown. Then there is weakness, which makes this swimming process more difficult. Yes, we are all human beings - we all have strength and weakness. In my case, it is the wine of Germany since the day one. Germany is the last section I tackle in any wine books, and even worse I sometimes skip the entire category. I really do not know why this is, since I love the taste of German wines but when it comes to learning, I get nervous and scared. Maybe because I've never been there, I cannot connect myself or maybe because I do not know the language and have hard time remembering the names and the regions, or maybe because of its classification system, which I do not quite comprehend.
However, Germany is one of the most important wine countries in the world and I know I cannot continue to avoid if I want to go any further with my study. Then, one day I saw this Wine Xperience opportunity on the Internet. At first, I tried not to pay attention to it but I did. I decided to send my resume and application because "the best way to conquer fear is to confront it". To my surprise, I got a position.

I know I still need to manage a ton of information but I feel liberated by facing my long-time fear and I am extremely excited about getting my hands dirty in the 2011 vintage!